Posts Tagged ‘chiron’

This is a letter to my friend but it might be a note to your inner self too.  We are all going through very difficult transitions in order to become full joyful living.  Many of us are watching loved ones depart or helping them transition out of their bodies and their pain.  If you are opening for the first time to your own emotion or to ever deeper experiences of emotion, this is a very intense time for you. I hope these words can inspire you to continue in your search for meaning and feeling in your daily life.  The warrior archetypes are dismantling now and emotion is fully available to the male body like never before.  I send love and support to all the men who are opening and embracing this wild new territory.

We are amazing products of our body’s ancient history archive, our learned and acquired emotional experiences, our mental assessments and our wild card cosmic connectivity with it all.
This is truly an amazing moment in or out of Time and Space with a lot of no time, all time “experientiality”.

And on top of that your Cat Lydia is probably the only person who has ever loved you absolutely unconditionally and wanted to be with you always, no matter what!  She’s taught you about the underlying possibility that Love really is the answer and maybe Love is all that matters.  But more than that – she gave you the experience of it in your everyday life.  She gives you back as much as you give her!  Such a balanced flow.  Love for Love.
She also gave you the opportunity to cleanse your tear ducts.  That was one way to start your own inner flow moving.

When was the last time your body touched ocean water? When was the last time your bare feet touched the dirt (not sand)?  When was the last time you stood in the rain and let yourself get soaked?  When was the last time you were naked in the morning sun?
Find something that feeds you – in addition to Lydia…  Something that isn’t weaker than you.

Nature can do that in some places still.

I’m finding that I typically get my “juice” from people but they have so little anymore.  I need to develop ways of nourishing myself by breathing in creative ways (maybe yogic or spiritual practices can show me how) for more oxygen content, absorbing the early morning sun on my skin for Vitamin D and other benefits, reading for the fun of being entertained, moving randomly (same time off computer moving, that I spend on it in one position), bouncing for lymphatic health (even more important than blood), and eating real organic food in higher quantities.

For me the tears don’t come unless I feel some cosmic sorrow for humanity or I really dive into some physical pain until I find a little girl who just cries because it hurts.  Emotions do not usually make me cry, I am not ruled by emotions-run-a-muck or overloading on the happy side either.

If “Old Yeller” makes you cry – use it to clean out your tear ducts once in a while. (BTW-typical codependency clue is you can feel animals or abused people more than yourself- from Bradshaw on the Family or Codependent No More)

One thing I’ve observed:  Silence comes from unending rage, Rage follows unresolvable anger, anger emerges from grief that we can’t change what’s going on for our own wellbeing, grief grows from wounds that keep getting opened.  Wounds come from our experience of the deep unresolved emotion of others that keep reoccurring.

Healthy Deep emotion is a learned experience that happens in a safe place.  Mostly we learn deep emotion from the pain and suffering of others around us as a kid.  Often in silence we simply feel what they feel and it sets our hard drive for that kind of software, then later when we have the mental tools to figure it out we try to put the pieces of the puzzle into some kind of picture that brings us peace in any way that can work to allow us to nourish ourselves in better ways.

Your body is talking to you about this topic, just keep following the leads to its needs and you’ll get somewhere that matters to you.  Everything is archived by your body, whether you know it or not.  So all those physical experiences of it are unopened mail.  (hum the aol tune here.)  You’ve got mail.

And just for your mind to hear it:  Holy shit that’s a long list of blows to the status quo if nothing else!!  I suggest that you might be inheriting the family “unclaimed mail”.  Maybe take a little time and write (with a pen and paper-one sheet for each person) each person’s biggest fear, biggest wound, biggest grief, biggest remorse, biggest failure, biggest unfulfilled dream, and see if they don’t move out of your body and onto the paper.

Then write a REAL obituary for each of them.  Let them be real and let all their experiences belong to them.  Maybe share it with the younger generation still alive so they don’t have to “wear” the family’s unopened mail.  Put a little chili pepper in the stew of family history.

And if you do, I would love to read what you write.  I love you, in many ways.  Casey

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The illusion of death must be conquered by every chironbaby.  The next 3 to 6 months will give you opportunities to practice what you know about personal resurrection. Physical death, emotional death, psychological death, death of friends and family, celebrities, the death of a way of life negated by growth, the death of an era, death of the Gulf of Mexico, be prepared to play your resurrection cards and support others in the throes.

Keep in mind that we can do this together much easier than alone.

Resurrection is a community affair.

Death’s illusion is a solitary endeavor!

It’s good to have half a clue how to get through these big energies.  Here are some really good ‘half a clues’.  Call me if you need more or if you need specifics for your astrology.

Cut your time at Death’s Door to a minimum so you can “pull out” in time to avoid going down with that Titanic sucking sound.  Supply your body with high frequency nutrition – lots of roots and veggies.  Give your kidneys pure water, they need lots of it to rinse off the karma.  Take yourself to the ocean and wash off with sea water or just do it in a bathtub with sea salt added to neutralize the big emotional fields we will be encountering.  Get into some kind of breathing practice or make up breathing games with yourself.  Bounce up and down any way you can – mini trampoline is best to strengthen your immune system and lymph system.

Death, as an illusion, carries a lot of weight in our collective consciousness.  Some say Christianity is a death cult.  Some say the nugget of truth has been obscured by collective manias throughout history.  Everyone agrees that religions have turned crazy in creating holy wars.  The concept of resurrection, defying death, upholds the quantum physics view that we are all energy and energy can’t be created or destroyed.

Energy has a lot of space in it. In that physical space of consciousness there’s a lot of room for thinking.  Thoughts, when open to a Bruce Lipton understanding of beliefs, hold the key to ‘going on the ride’ of death or thinking yourself into a joyful uplifting and broader overview of who you are and what you are doing pretending to go through yet another death.

While Chiron, Uranus, Saturn, and Pluto are dancing the deep dark ominous tango of transformation it’s really significant what you think!  Thinking can make it so or magnify any experience.  So I suggest its time to reign in the blah blah blah and take yourself into a deeper inner truth telling so that you can access a clear mind to start some exciting creativity. Stop telling your old stories, save them for later when we’re sitting around the campfire talking about the time before 2012.  You won’t forget!

Instead use your mental time to support health, wealth, wisdom, and happiness – first for yourself and then out to the world.  Steven West, lymphologist, gave me this exercise and I love it.  It’s very helpful and can be used on a daily basis.

Since our neural activity will match visualization, send good thoughts to your body!  Start you day by tuning up your endocrine system.  Just write this list of glands and by the time you’ve written it – it is done.

#1.  Turn on Right and Left Brain in order to magnify positive thought waves.
#2.  Pineal Gland
#3.  Pituitary Gland (1 & 2 direct the entire endocrine system)
#4.  Thyroid and Parathyroid (metabolism)
#5.  Thymus Gland
#6.  Right and Left Adrenals
#7.  Pancreas
#8.  Reproductive Glands:  Ovaries/Uterus or Prostate/Testes

Creativity is the outplaying of resurrection – Co-creation to be precise.  The sooner you surrender into co-creation the easier the resurrection will be on your body.  That said we really can’t avoid it because as Chironbabies we came here to clean up this illusion and co-create a different hologram of shared reality. So create your own potency and choose not to ‘go on the ride’.  Each of us is doing our part to ‘lay it down easy’ as we dismantle that old paradigm of control, coercion, dominance, and staleness.

Beyond the BS, meet me in the field…

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Whether its white male or black male, tall person, strong person or spiritual – most of us can find our own external experience of entitlement.  But it’s also the thing “we” “found” by our twenties in order to survive in the patriarchal, top down world of dominance and control.  Those of us who found our own keys to success mostly found the part of us that could dominate in some way because that’s what works in our outer world.

Early on I choose my ability to DO it as my entitlement, it was easier to just do things myself rather than collaborate. The family around me really hated that! Then later I perfected my mind through a metaphysical spiritual keyhole that few could follow me through.  That gave me the edge, something I could sell, that set me apart and gave me my own brand of entitlement! A spiritual entitlement that I taught to students so they could claim their own abilities, unlike in another era where we played it out as sorcery, using our mastery to take up the tools and abilities of others for our own advantage. Check it out, you probably took up a cultural entitlement unconsciously or made up one that suited your own default to mastery mechanisms to a tee.  Those default mechanisms mostly come from our past lives where we spent whole lifetimes perfecting some thread of reality that paid off with success in the local culture.

Each personal default to mastery zone must be remembered, reclaimed, and reconstituted for current collaborative co-creation.

Another mechanism of entitlement gets played out as some form of dominance on the playground in elementary school.  This one is the most dangerous to us culturally now – the one where the biggest, richest, prettiest, nastiest is still stuck in the schoolyard of reality.  The ones of us or the part of us that still lives here missed the primal scream of the sixties, the self help groups of the seventies, the flight from the dysfunctional codependency of the eighties, and even the backlash to all consciousness movements of the nineties.  So here we are in the new millennium’s second decade with our entitlement cathedral showing cracks in the glass slides.  This time we all have to dismantle the entitlement, even the ones born unquestionably into it.

The planet, the people, and the astrology, all require that we DROP IT AND GO.

Take up the collaborations willingly, gracefully and enthusiastically, because we can’t save ourselves individually anymore.  We can’t continue to work alone and get by because getting by isn’t enough.  In collaborations of creativity we can find grand resolutions instead of band-aid solutions.  In collaborations of co-creation we can become a new reality that includes and thrives on everyone’s participation and wellbeing, which in turn creates more collaborations of co-creation.  It’s a snowball rolling downhill benefiting everyone along the way.

“Glass slides?” you say.

It’s a brilliant system for monitoring the outer external effects of change.

Once when I toured the cathedral in York, England I saw these little glass microscope slides glued on the tower’s stonework a hundred feet off the ground in its tower.  It turns out that is the practical method of monitoring the majestic tower for potential settling and dangerous although infinitesimally small movements of change.  The glass slide is glued on either side of any tiny cracks so that even the tiniest change will break the glass slide.    The cracks were so small that I didn’t even register that they were under there when I saw the slides.

The irony of that tiny change threatening the strength and longevity of the colossal monument to a spiritual tradition of entitlement that claimed the resources from the people who both willingly and unwillingly contributed the resources of their reality to build it.

The thing about entitlement that doesn’t work is when it unconsciously precludes others from their rightful place in the mix.  The pattern, of course, that is really boring us today is the one from the genderly/racially unconscious masculine still stuck, no matter how subtle or needy, in dominance and control.  All of us can have our Masculine playing out the old tired patterns. They can be in white men, black men, brown men, yellow men, gay women, straight women, children and dogs!  Yes, I said dogs.  They resonate and respond to the masculine non-physically in the energy field and physically in their behavior.  If you have a dog, you know what it takes to be alpha and the bigger or more alpha the dog the more alpha you have to behave to stay in control and dominance.

This is why the Haitians will not play out some weird violence in their grief.  They aren’t stuck in our western, American, cultural entitlement of dominance or control.

When nature says its time to collaborate, the wise begin the co-creation.

It is my feeling that compassion and truth are activated by the profundity of humanity in need as in the experience of a major earthquake.  People of the truth respond with compassion and appropriate behavior unlike the old dominance and control, which would either be unable to respond or would behave in an opportunistic way.  The last entitlement hold-outs are still working the media for advantage since it might be the only thing they’ve got left to play.  Likely the Haitians are not getting the television messages from us.  They’ll do their own right thing.  And like Katrina the world’s wise and compassionate ones are already on their way to Haiti to help in any way they can with what they’ve got right now.  They know who they are and I bless them and send them my love as they begin a magnificent collaborative co-creation of life emerging from the ruble of mother nature’s demand for presence.

In case you need more information about how to be aware and demanding in the dissolution of the patterns of entitlement in your own life here is a little help.

A Profile of Entitlement:

– Verbal monologue-ing that is not interesting to the listener – and only mildly to the cultural anthropologist. Verbosity on the topic that defines the particular self appointed field of mastery in reference to the world of duality and polarization that puts the entitled on top.

– Repeatedly and often soliciting rave reviews and active recognition of this mastery and prowess.  Did you see that?  Did you like that?  I did that, That was me, It’s all about me, me, me, me, me.  Designed to reinforce the entitled’s position at the top of at least the listener’s field of reference.

– Diminishing the options of the perceived underlings in order to maintain the illusion that the entitled is still supreme in some regard.  Classic to this tenet is the abused wife cut off from family, friend’s and culture by having no car, violence if leaving the house or talking to others who threaten the dominance of the entitled person.

–  Needing to experience the world through one’s sexuality or verbalizations as the primary domination.  Loves football, dogs, and anything else that can be verbally controlled or physically won.  Ok I’d love to have this one not be true, my sister is a football maniac and she assures me that she is not entitled in any way but the truth is that these items do make up a large part of the pattern structure so it magnetizes the entitled ones into its field of play.

On this idea, the pattern of entitlement reaches is cliché.  It’s a good place for me to get back to the subtlety of it because we all have to personally unravel by UN CHOOSING our own entitlement behaviors.  For most women and some men, it is now time to create our own authentic field of respect and EXPECT-ation.

It’s time for us to expect to be treated with respect, expect reverence for the feminine, expect protection for the earth and her natural creatures, expect to be abundant, expect to be included in the flow of life, expect to have our creativity recognized, and expect to collaborate wildly and successfully as we co-create a grand resolution for ourselves, our communities, our families of choice, and our meaningful relationships.

Happy eclipse season and may all your created entitlements dissolve into authentic birthrights.

Collaborative Co-Creation is our next step into abundant health, wealth, happiness, and wisdom.

Whether you are back stage, on stage, in the audience, or at your computer, I honor your part in our collaboration to co-create a new reality.

Casey Wood, 310-430-9283



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Wow here we are in the science fiction zone of the 1950’s and there’s no George Jetson reality.  But it could arrive in 2010!  Robots are ramping up, technology is already reved, the old world is crumbling, the economy threatens to tank even worse and the Chiron/Jupiter/Neptune conjunction just keeps on going.

On New Year’s Eve we are treated to a Full Moon, which is a Blue Moon or second full moon in one month.  It’s also eclipsed by the earth. What an amazing day!  These are big energies that are focused in the sign of Cancer where we want safety, tenderness, home and hearth.  Usually the full moon puts lots of light on our subconscious needs so that we can see them more clearly.  The eclipse however will give us lots of exposure of the subconscious but without the lights on – allowing us to experience the Shadow of the Shadow. Allowing us to go in – archeologically – to explore and change the subconscious through experiencing authentically and witnessing that experience.

This one is in Cancer so what kind of home do you really want, how do you really feel, what does your family really mean to you?  And of course keep going deeper, like past life families, build a home out of dirt, or consciously invite a created family together to manifest your dream of a safe environment.  There’s more to come so stay tuned…

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These three are tracking together for months so we will get lots of practice in working with the Christ field of oneness. Who is your family, how are you related, always calibrate one another UP!, we ARE all connected and related, it’s BIG, You are BIG, bigger is better/easier, everyone’s in the same boat, and its only going to keep amping up so figure it out for yourself. You are a magnificent facet of the God source and we all need you to be your biggest self, now. “Please reflect that to everyone so we can be healthy and stable in our own SELF center.” We are in this together so if you can support those who have less of whatever is your expertise its time to share it! Do something, do anything, but do it now with what you’ve got. Today is 12/12/09, another booster rocket to 12/12/12. Just a little practice day for each one’s ability to receive the divine dispensation of love pouring into us if we let it. Open your heart and spread the love and strength around in your own inner circle of those who really do support you in being your biggest soul self. Each one of us can put our philanthropy to work with someone in our own network who needs what we have in abundance. We don’t require investors to do this. We don’t require millions, or hundreds of thousands of dollars, we just need to recognize our own God self has the power of abundant love to spread around. It might be money, but it might be food, or clothing, or a lift somewhere, or a couch to sleep on, or the best gift of all – love and support for being one’s full radiant self.

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Aries Full Moon at 11 degrees.
The master number 11 applies to your ability and drive to DO IT. And we will all want to DO IT our own way. Obviously that’s going to be easier if we are aligned with divine will so as to minimize the conflict of that many leaders! We are a large group focused on personal wellbeing and earth restoration. Do your part by being yourself and doing your passion with grace and ease at the perfect timing.

It is often said that Aries has to learn patience but I disagree. If your Aries is having to learn patience then you are missing the Aries point which is more like a blue heron. The Blue Heron fishes and stands, catches and eats, flies and sleeps, it does not wait nor learn patience.  Aries is present in the moment, not waiting, not patient, just present in perfect timing with the perfect action in the right amount. DO IT or don’t do it, but make it YOURS.

A friend of mine who does massage of the organs and belly has moved into the San Francisco and Monterey Bay area. She’s also a midwife so pass the word on to anyone you know who is pregnant!
I found her belly massage to be exceptional. Clearing last remaining physical residues of all the clearing I’ve already done. It was very cool. The full moon is in Aries and so is her chiron, making her the perfect bodywork for the next 2 weeks. Hope you can all indulge yourselves and let her help you get your solar plexus online and open. It’s time to “do it your way” – that’s the message of this moon cycle. The will power moves through the belly (and our emotional history) moving the soul’s power, held in the lumbars, into action (Aries) with the will (Leo) in harmony (Cancer/Moon) with the soul (Pisces). Enjoy and let me know how it is for you…

Astrid is currently in Santa Cruz, CA, available to the whole San Francisco Bay Area and Monterey Bay Areas. You are so lucky she is in your vicinity. Take advantage and get your organs massaged into their correct placement. It will help your consciousness align as well.  http://www.birthrootmidwife.com   360-630-8391 is her cell number.  And yes she does work on men and women both.

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Yesterday I searched for the perfect photo of Michael Jackson to use as an icon of the 1980’s. Of course it would be a Thriller photo.
Today – it’s a different world.

At 12:30pm when he checked into the hospital in LA my world slowed to a surreal fog and my traveling companion and I are melding into an energy field of retrospective peacefulness. The world changed before we knew it had. The day turned mentally foggy and disjointed, lost items were hopelessly un-retrievable.

Michael Jackson holds a huge global field of love.

No matter what you believe about Michael’s personal life, he has kept the message pure and clear. No matter what the current media assault, his gentleness and eccentric creativity shine beyond comparison.

And he owns The Beatles Music!! How weird and wonderful, how bizarre and sad.

In my astrology he is a chironbaby – a wise old master trying to find his way to remembering who he really is and why this life was his canvas. The challenge was one of seeing himself clearly, and in a kind of nobility rising to his own high potential. Creativity.

From late 1954 to 1991, not continuously but sprinkled throughout, babies were born who did not fit the cultural patterns, would not follow the prescribed paths, and who had a sexual vitality to wake the dead!

This group, plus some other rogue souls, set out to change the world by loving it and being wildly creative. This wild creativity it turns out is the only way to stay energetically impervious to the assaults and tremendous cultural “drag” that threatens to take them out at every turn.

Michael Jackson, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, John Lennon, you know the list. Every one of them a chironbaby. An old master remembering, not a child learning. Michael made it to 50! That’s strong. But couldn’t make it through his Chiron return – when the little planetoid, Chiron comes back to where it was when you were born. It’s a tremendous rebirth for each of us. If you don’t use the strength of your own mind to give yourself the correct, life affirming messages your body can believe that it is dying or worse yet, create the circumstances of your death. The mind is our best asset and our most useful tool for change, stability, and most of all for creating the field of potential around our bodies.

In a world that does not generally support life on earth, it’s really important to teach yourself how to manage your own mind. Especially not allowing anyone the right-of-way in your train of thought. Steer clear of those ‘accusing you of living in your own world’ or ‘nay-sayers’ What works today is to think in your own crazy coherent personalized creative way. Develop your own operating system, your own encyclopedia of experience and use it.

Looking beyond the culture at large and nurturing your own creativity is the best life support system available. Breathe deeply, get out in the trees and next to the ocean – inhale the air your body needs to do its health well. Drink water that’s alive, even if you have to give it prayer resuscitation. In fact give it the prayer treatment anyway.

Eat high frequency foods and organics to keep the poison to a minimum. Move your body, walking is good but make sure you move your upper body to keep the lymphatic system working well. Turn yourself upside down whenever you can and roll down a hill just to give yourself a reality check.

Figure out what you love, what makes you excited to get up in the morning, and then DO IT. Do it and take a following with you.

Create your tribe, or find the tribes that make you laugh, and sing, or dance. Living a life of joy no matter what cultural or familial cues previously pushed your buttons. There’s no need to take the time for resolution, understanding, correction, or being understood. If it didn’t work move on and don’t throw the energy around in a tantrum. It doesn’t matter if anyone else “gets” it.

We’ve gone global, we’ve worked locally, now its time to make a personal creative statement.

Make your life a personal creative statement just because you can.

Casey Wood

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